-the PROMISE given was a necessity of the past; the word BROKEN is a necessity of the present-
I don't have an attitude; I have a personality that you can't handle
I am....who i am.
┇mE╳Lоνε┇
☠ MYSELF
☠ to EAT
☠ to SLEEP:(ZzZz~
☠ to PLAY:)
☠ to BE HAPPY!
┇Me╳нΔτΣ┇
╋ to be sad
╋ problems
╋ dramas
又酱过了一天
好无聊噢！
酱过真的很浪费时间…
所谓人生路短（讲到好像老阿嬷快死掉酱）
今天，
发生了很多事…
好的也有
坏的也有
不好不坏也有（够长气叻？）
反正我都无所谓啦
最后我才发现
原来我只爱…我自己
心，
根本就不会给任何人
好像已经被上锁了
要我说我爱你…我办不到。
要我全心全意对待…不可能！
顾虑太多了
真的好想
简简单单
轻轻松松
的去爱一个人
可是就死都过不到自己那关。
All i want for christmas is...
YOU!!!
bullshit..tat's so DESPO!
hmm..I don't want anything for xmas..
cuz i already have you.
aww...so FAKE~
k fine..all i want for xmas is..
u to be HAPPY!
NEH! got so good anot wor?扮伟大啊？
yor~ 5minutes left n xmas is over..
alright..
listen up..
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS is........
a chance...
A chance to make u happy..
A chance to be there for you when u need sum1 AND when u don't need anyone.(warr i'm like so free)
A chance in your heart.........
oOoOo~ dowan la...i give u chance to be in my heart la k? hahaha! tat's beta...
23th dec 2008
5.03pm
I...
suddenly dam hungry..
Wana go makan,
mane tau phone no credit (hmm like tak berkaitan eh)
WAIT la!
bcz i only left rm10,
So i gotta choose between..
My darling - Nasi Goreng Tom Yam telur mata + Teh o Ais limau
Or... My Life - Hotlink rm5 reload.
In the end,
I sacrificed my DARLING..
Sorry ya telur mata!
I promise I'll eat u tomolo.
N so i ordered nasi lemak biasa + Teh o ais limau..
Which cost me rm3.20
Boleh la tu..still got rm1.80
for my rm1.70 train ticket.
Yeah baby~
如果有一天，
你爱上了，
也一起了
那我…该怎么办？
不会再有事没事都打电话来
不会再常常一起出街
不会再被我放飞机
不会再跟我说笑话
不会再跟我讲是非
不会再一起唱衰人
那个时候，
会是怎样？
应该…会很闷咯。
sor lou! tis is wut u saw in my draft la!
Last Friday, as in 12th of dec as in the 12th day of the very last month of the year in 2008...fooh.*cheong hei*
hmm..wut i did heh?
first..fetch vege from her hse to concorde.gotta tell ya, neva..NEVA ask her to guide the way to whereva if u wana live longer.
next..wait for sonia and clam in pyramid.
after that watch sonia's bimbo movie aka "wild child"...which totally suits sonia's bimbo-ish character..much!
n then fetch them all back...hmm..pretty much like a driver(ahmad) ya.
oh well..tat day..was like..oh-my-god-ser-lyn-is-leavin-tomolo day..so yea..i went her hse afta tat.
we.....talk...we chat...we talk bout guys..n STUFF..(it was fun n memorable..dou it sds pretty dull ere..dun judge the truth by da way i write..cool..now it sds so serious)
n of cuz i started to behave like a nanny..kept naggin her bout her clothes..all the she-should-bring-things....aah...my blog is gettin bored.Just tellin' ya. i'm so gona miss her very much-chie..aihz..
she's comin back on the 4th of Jan NEXT YEAR at 6.30pm.aaah....tat ll b 23days-without-her. AAAHH! hmm..i'm juz bein dramatic aite.
tat's all..nth much.
oh yea...ps..CLAM PIERCED HIS LIPS..actually is his lower lip..shld b without "s" behind the word "lip" ba sinc it's only 1 lip..instead of lips which i tink it means consist of two as in upper n lower which totally show tat it's plural.hmm....*scratch head*
怕…
怕闷
怕麻烦
怕被人烦
怕被人发现
怕被缠着不放
怕不停的被问话
怕…
怕鬼
怕黑暗
怕一个人
怕被忘记掉
怕什么都没有
我真的什么都怕。怕…
怕他
怕自己
怕因为他
会失去自我
怕自己想要的
怕被人看穿自己
怕会喜欢上了玩家
怕结果是一厢情愿的
更怕你们把这废话当真！ 哈哈！
WAHAHAHA~ for someone i care...alot...lo.
最疼你了…
love u......??
Walkin' down the street
into the crowd 'n' stop right in between.
This...is how i feel,
when u're not there right beside me.
-Loneliness fill up my emptiness-
I wanna be F R E E
'n' be who i wanna be..
NO more hidin' inside of me,
'n' pretend tat i'm ok when i'm not ll no longer need.
Look,i HEART u so much..
but u HURT me double up.
What kinda equation is that?
it's nothin' like E=MC2
it's not equal, it's not even fair.
*chorus*
I wanna be F R E E
'n' be who i wanna be..
NO more hidin' inside of me,
'n' pretend tat i'm ok when i'm not ll no longer need.
I smoke the cigarette in dozen
'n' drank the alcohol in cartons
to fill the emptiness in me
that was suppose to have you.
and now...
I wanna be sober
I don't wanna wait any longer
I can't make u mine
'n' I shall let go tonight..
does everything spider pig does...
♀ ☼ѶӡҨє
♠weeeee~~♠
♪ ⱢӲN ♫
▪JǶ▪
♣ЈѳϹε
☻ĻøƟį☻
»Ʀåy«
▪JίП▪
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
January 2010
June 2010
May 2011
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
music = life
,
