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i ♥ myself
-the PROMISE given was a necessity of the past; the word BROKEN is a necessity of the present-
I don't have an attitude; I have a personality that you can't handle
I am....who i am.
┇mE╳Lоνε┇
☠ MYSELF
☠ to EAT
☠ to SLEEP:(ZzZz~
☠ to PLAY:)
☠ to BE HAPPY!
┇Me╳нΔτΣ┇
╋ to be sad
╋ problems
╋ dramas
-the PROMISE given was a necessity of the past; the word BROKEN is a necessity of the present-
♥ Me Myself & I ♥
My Story
I don't have an attitude; I have a personality that you can't handle
I am....who i am.
┇mE╳Lоνε┇
☠ MYSELF
☠ to EAT
☠ to SLEEP:(ZzZz~
☠ to PLAY:)
☠ to BE HAPPY!
┇Me╳нΔτΣ┇
╋ to be sad
╋ problems
╋ dramas
• I give in • U break it • I give up •
u'll only be there when u need me..
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But...
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.'
It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love:
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
就这样
CHEF (guru ganti Chef Tan)
MAGGIE da tower & BISHY BASHY~
and their butterfly...dead butterfly..hahahaha!
papa KEVIN & mama CHEW MEI YON
Last wed as in 18 of march tis very malang year - 2009. DAM! i so guai planned to go home early tat day to surprise my mommy. MANE TAU! from 6.30pm started waitin for train n 8.30pm only reach my shop.
Missed da 1st train cz the train 2 full jor, i cldn't push myself in.fooh..it's congested wit humans! how cld dey possibly survive in there..how they BREATHE? it's lik popiah (da train) wit alot alot alot ALOT ingredients (da humans) in it..so i took da nex train which came 20mins ltr.tis time..i fought for it. n AH-LE-LU-YA~ i get to conquer some space in da train. da SOME SPACE meaning small surface area enof for my two foots to stand...togeda wit my body n head n arms of cuz.
juz as i thought my day wasn't tat bad afta all, i realized.....jeng jeng jeng jeng....my train ticket was only valid until bukit badak station wher i was heading to teluk gadong station which is 3stations afta bukit budak. @#$%&%$@#!!!! *sigh* i came outtta da train alighted at bukit badak station..bot my train ticket. waited at platform2 while doin my "homework" (daydream)...
"tut tut...tut tut...." da train ve arrived...at platform1..da lane opposite mine. (u may think tat it's NOMB-none of my business..tat's wut i THOUGHT too.but wait til u read da nex line of my story). starring at da ppl in da train, thinking about da past that arouses nostalgia....n den i realized..........I WAS AT DA WRONG PLATFORM!!!!!! shit! shit! shit! quickly..witout wastin my time cursing...i ran all the way up da "bridge" n ran in da train. i look so darn stupid..ppl in da train looked at me lik one kind or mayb two kind..i duno..
as u shld noe by now..tis is da 3rd train n i took a deep breath...n gave da sign of relief tat finally i get to go home. "attention passenger..tis train ll alight at klang station n ends it's journey der. Please take da nex train at platform2. thank you" sumthin lik tat la..i can't reali rmbr wut words came out from da speaker. anyway............WHA????? NEX TRAIN??so malang! tat's everybody's reaction in da train. ah wut da hell..i'm too tired to say anythin..i'm already very malang anyway.
i came outta da train...walked lik a dead zombie....n waited at platform2..lucky enof, da train arrived within 2minutes. *sigh* n finally......lik seriously FINALLY....thank god FINALLY!!! i reached teluk gadong station! (not as excited as i thought) n reach home at 8.30pm. 2hours man..2HOURS! napela nasib ku macam ni?
你若想被愛，就要先去愛人；
你期望被人關心，就要先去關心別人；
你想要別人對你好，就要先對別人好。
這是一個保證有效的秘方，可以適用在任何情況。
如果你希望交到真心的朋友，你就必須先對朋友真心， 然後你會發現朋友也開始對你真心；
如果你希望快樂， 那就去帶給別人快樂，不久你就會發現自己愈來愈快樂。
明白了嗎？
我們所能為自己做的最好的事情，就是去為他人多做點好事。
《己所欲，施於人。》
凡你想給予自己的經驗，就給予別人；
想別人怎麼對你，就怎麼對待別人。
感恩過去… 把握當下… 創造未來…
Today 13th March 2009 was another the-road-not-taken day..(it's like in the poem..full of choices to make..tat is if u read the poem)
I ve to choose between....black or green...or in another more understandable non-monkey language - to go for KL adventure or rock climbing.
"Do not follow where the path may lead...
Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
said Robert Frost.
yeeeeaaa~ wuteva he said..he meks me sounds a LIL bit LESS dumb den usual.hmmm.....or do I still look dumb?
"And sorry I could not travel both..." (SOoOo from the poem)
It is difficult to make a decision because it is impossible not to wonder about the opportunity lost;
what might have been missed..
There is a strong sense of regret before the choice is even made
and it lies in the knowledge that in one lifetime,
it is impossible to travel down every path.
In an attempt to make a decision,
I look down the road as far as I could.
As much as i may try to see the farthest point of the road.(so cheong hei)
well..i woke up 7am in da mornin..to wake my fren up.
n den stay awake til 9am..to wake my ANOTHER fren up.
dam..I think i shld juz change my career to "pig wake-er".
after that gotta think to go KL or rock climbing.
It's a pretty hard decision to make as both my frens would not just collude(new word i learn in econs) and go to ONE place...ONE!! place together.*sigh*
I duno where to go or to alight at which train station.
Afta a LoOoOoOoooOOoonG dEeeeEeeEEeeEEeeP thoughts. tat is..da very las sec b4 the train comes, I decided to go pyramid while waiting for sonia to see if she able to go thru her superly-ill-suspected-to-b-first-phase-of-dengue body status.
I called up my fren to catch a movie wit me n my sis while waitin for the time to tick for 7200seconds. Kinda kesian him gotta company me for only 2hours.n we ended up watching a missed-5-minutes dragon ball movie.
afta tat..due to the malfunction of my petty brain tat neva seems to work, I ve to scratch my head REALI REALI hard...pull off every single strand of my hair (abit exaggerating)..n finally, i ve decided to go KL. (i ve to decide before 2pm or i'll be dead..)
Main 5 reasons to go rock climbing:
-Ashley & kevin will b der
-company vege da dumb dumb
-get to play wit my "clown" (quite tiring dou)
-lose weight
-dont want to ffk sor vege
Main 5 reasons to go KL:
-hang out wit o-nia n tania aka THE BLACKS
-meet my new frens
-will b another adventurous day!
-my sis prefer kl den rock climbing
-abit overdress for rock climbing
SORRY VEGE!! ffk pula....dun la angry ya..later u'll get uglier.haha! angugu...abubu....aaah...buuu...CAK! claim ya grand prize nex time la.
ღWhere were you?ღ
Sunday, March 29, 2009 ( 11:51 PM )
u weren't there when i needed u..
u'll only be there when u need me..
ღL-O-V-Eღ
Saturday, March 28, 2009 ( 9:08 AM )
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But...
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.'
It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall
and it works both ways...
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you.
someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.
love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now
he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Let go.....
To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is
not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'
To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
ღ好无聊噢~ღ
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ( 12:07 PM )
就这样被一道强烈的光
照醒了…
我的人生
就只有这样吗？
每天都过得好浪费噢~
我喜欢刺激，冒险…
喜欢挑战
想做大事！
却没有钱…
aihz…还是去发我的白日梦啦…免费的
ღyum yum~~ pitheviaღ
( 11:19 AM )
PITHEVIA DAY
(duno how to spell it la)
CHEF (guru ganti Chef Tan)
MAGGIE da tower & BISHY BASHY~
and their butterfly...dead butterfly..hahahaha!
papa KEVIN & mama CHEW MEI YON
err...it's a bunny..can u c it? B-U-N-N-Y! i'm not lyin..i SWEAR! it's a bunny!
kok kok kai CHESTER & lao sai kong SIE KONG (paiseh la..dun ve their pics)
hmm..looks lik suria klcc logo..i shall call it cheskong! (chester + sie kong) 
hoho HO IRENE , Monkey & VEGE 
flower....nice le nice le?? muahahahaha..(not i do geh)
u guys shld try to make it at home..it's darn easy. so now...which is da nicest?? jeng jeng jeng jeng....
ღeven KTM aso wana kenakan me?ღ
( 11:09 AM )
Last wed as in 18 of march tis very malang year - 2009. DAM! i so guai planned to go home early tat day to surprise my mommy. MANE TAU! from 6.30pm started waitin for train n 8.30pm only reach my shop.
Missed da 1st train cz the train 2 full jor, i cldn't push myself in.fooh..it's congested wit humans! how cld dey possibly survive in there..how they BREATHE? it's lik popiah (da train) wit alot alot alot ALOT ingredients (da humans) in it..so i took da nex train which came 20mins ltr.tis time..i fought for it. n AH-LE-LU-YA~ i get to conquer some space in da train. da SOME SPACE meaning small surface area enof for my two foots to stand...togeda wit my body n head n arms of cuz.
juz as i thought my day wasn't tat bad afta all, i realized.....jeng jeng jeng jeng....my train ticket was only valid until bukit badak station wher i was heading to teluk gadong station which is 3stations afta bukit budak. @#$%&%$@#!!!! *sigh* i came outtta da train alighted at bukit badak station..bot my train ticket. waited at platform2 while doin my "homework" (daydream)...
"tut tut...tut tut...." da train ve arrived...at platform1..da lane opposite mine. (u may think tat it's NOMB-none of my business..tat's wut i THOUGHT too.but wait til u read da nex line of my story). starring at da ppl in da train, thinking about da past that arouses nostalgia....n den i realized..........I WAS AT DA WRONG PLATFORM!!!!!! shit! shit! shit! quickly..witout wastin my time cursing...i ran all the way up da "bridge" n ran in da train. i look so darn stupid..ppl in da train looked at me lik one kind or mayb two kind..i duno..
as u shld noe by now..tis is da 3rd train n i took a deep breath...n gave da sign of relief tat finally i get to go home. "attention passenger..tis train ll alight at klang station n ends it's journey der. Please take da nex train at platform2. thank you" sumthin lik tat la..i can't reali rmbr wut words came out from da speaker. anyway............WHA????? NEX TRAIN??so malang! tat's everybody's reaction in da train. ah wut da hell..i'm too tired to say anythin..i'm already very malang anyway.
i came outta da train...walked lik a dead zombie....n waited at platform2..lucky enof, da train arrived within 2minutes. *sigh* n finally......lik seriously FINALLY....thank god FINALLY!!! i reached teluk gadong station! (not as excited as i thought) n reach home at 8.30pm. 2hours man..2HOURS! napela nasib ku macam ni?
ღ人生真的酱简单？ღ
Saturday, March 21, 2009 ( 9:12 PM )
你若想被愛，就要先去愛人；
你期望被人關心，就要先去關心別人；
你想要別人對你好，就要先對別人好。
這是一個保證有效的秘方，可以適用在任何情況。
如果你希望交到真心的朋友，你就必須先對朋友真心， 然後你會發現朋友也開始對你真心；
如果你希望快樂， 那就去帶給別人快樂，不久你就會發現自己愈來愈快樂。
明白了嗎？
我們所能為自己做的最好的事情，就是去為他人多做點好事。
《己所欲，施於人。》
凡你想給予自己的經驗，就給予別人；
想別人怎麼對你，就怎麼對待別人。
感恩過去… 把握當下… 創造未來…
ღRunning away will never make you freeღ
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ( 12:15 PM )
I keep running away from it,and it keeps coming to me..You avoid itand I'll avoid you...
do the right thing at the right time for the right reason
but i do not know what is the right thing, when is the right time n for wut reason..
ღ...road not taken...ღ
Saturday, March 14, 2009 ( 11:09 PM )
Today 13th March 2009 was another the-road-not-taken day..(it's like in the poem..full of choices to make..tat is if u read the poem)
I ve to choose between....black or green...or in another more understandable non-monkey language - to go for KL adventure or rock climbing.
"Do not follow where the path may lead...
Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
said Robert Frost.
yeeeeaaa~ wuteva he said..he meks me sounds a LIL bit LESS dumb den usual.hmmm.....or do I still look dumb?
"And sorry I could not travel both..." (SOoOo from the poem)
It is difficult to make a decision because it is impossible not to wonder about the opportunity lost;
what might have been missed..
There is a strong sense of regret before the choice is even made
and it lies in the knowledge that in one lifetime,
it is impossible to travel down every path.
In an attempt to make a decision,
I look down the road as far as I could.
As much as i may try to see the farthest point of the road.(so cheong hei)
well..i woke up 7am in da mornin..to wake my fren up.
n den stay awake til 9am..to wake my ANOTHER fren up.
dam..I think i shld juz change my career to "pig wake-er".
after that gotta think to go KL or rock climbing.
It's a pretty hard decision to make as both my frens would not just collude(new word i learn in econs) and go to ONE place...ONE!! place together.*sigh*
I duno where to go or to alight at which train station.
Afta a LoOoOoOoooOOoonG dEeeeEeeEEeeEEeeP thoughts. tat is..da very las sec b4 the train comes, I decided to go pyramid while waiting for sonia to see if she able to go thru her superly-ill-suspected-to-b-first-phase-of-dengue body status.
I called up my fren to catch a movie wit me n my sis while waitin for the time to tick for 7200seconds. Kinda kesian him gotta company me for only 2hours.n we ended up watching a missed-5-minutes dragon ball movie.
afta tat..due to the malfunction of my petty brain tat neva seems to work, I ve to scratch my head REALI REALI hard...pull off every single strand of my hair (abit exaggerating)..n finally, i ve decided to go KL. (i ve to decide before 2pm or i'll be dead..)
Main 5 reasons to go rock climbing:
-Ashley & kevin will b der
-company vege da dumb dumb
-get to play wit my "clown" (quite tiring dou)
-lose weight
-dont want to ffk sor vege
Main 5 reasons to go KL:
-hang out wit o-nia n tania aka THE BLACKS
-meet my new frens
-will b another adventurous day!
-my sis prefer kl den rock climbing
-abit overdress for rock climbing
SORRY VEGE!! ffk pula....dun la angry ya..later u'll get uglier.haha! angugu...abubu....aaah...buuu...CAK! claim ya grand prize nex time la.
ღA msg from my heart..ღ
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ( 10:02 PM )
I just feel like being alone now..
No sms..no phone calls..no msn..Just myself.
My life has been a hectic ever since the beginning of the year.
n it's gona end at this very last drop of my tears.
I'm tired..
I need to breath..
I feel so tied up..
Struggling in my own thoughts
I'm not as strong as you tink..
I want to be selfish too..
but i'm not!
It juz felt like i'm responsible for your mess.
I'm responsible for everything..
Thoughts are running in my head
I'm not good enough for anyone..
never a good influence for anybody..
wut ll happen if we never met?
p.s i'm gona b fine 30mins ltr.
•no risk no fun•
%$#@!@#$%^&*
come come mali come~
Spider Pig, Spider Pig
does everything spider pig does...
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♠weeeee~~♠
♪ ⱢӲN ♫
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♣ЈѳϹε
☻ĻøƟį☻
»Ʀåy«
▪JίП▪
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
January 2010
June 2010
May 2011
does everything spider pig does...
HuMaNsss
♀ ☼ѶӡҨє
♠weeeee~~♠
♪ ⱢӲN ♫
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♣ЈѳϹε
☻ĻøƟį☻
»Ʀåy«
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St0ries of my past
watch me waste my life away
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November 2008
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February 2009
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January 2010
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May 2011
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
music = life
,
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
»ChAp-pe-lang«
music = life
,