• I give in • U break it • I give up •

I just can't let you leave..

2011-05-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

who/what?

2010-06-26T11:09:00.002+08:00

When I look myself in the mirror,
I see a familiar face..
I know how she looks like..
But I do not know who she is..

I break the mirror,
Hoping that I could see more..
It shattered into pieces..
reflecting hundreds of me..
and I couldn't see anymore,
but to feel the pain inside me..

I know..

2010-06-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

The best person to tell my problems to...the only person who knows how to give solution to my problems is myself. Telling people about it will not help to solve it. Sometimes it make it worse.. well most of the time it got worse.

*Because, I know..*

X Compare!

2010-06-26T10:47:00.003+08:00

People are always comparing..competing every single thing that they have. Waiting for the right moment to show up and show to the world that he is better than everyone else. People who they were called friends like to tell things to another that he is not good enough.

I don't like to compete.. I love being myself and I do not have the vision of being better than the world. I hate it when people rub it to my face and think that they have the rights in the world to say that I do not deserve it because I'm not good enough compare to others.

And there's nothing that I wanna prove to them. It's tiring to compare and compete as if I'll need to keep up to track so that I'll not lose the game. The ONLY person in the world that I wanna prove myself to is MYSELF. I have very low self esteem that I have been struggling for yearss..

26th june 2010

2010-06-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

I have finally break down the wall or i shall call it the thousands of layer of masks that I've been wearing for ages that says "I'm okay".

I said it all out from the bottom of my heart every last piece of memory that i could search in my brain and every last word that my mind had told me not to say in the 1st place. No, that's not it. There's more.. that i wanna tell..but I am still in a denial.

2010-06-12T17:28:00.002+08:00

心门上了锁
我把钥匙淹没
爱情已像无居的沙漠一千里的空一千年的堕落

而你就像海盗
无意间把钥匙夺掉
收藏了
遗忘了
害我找不到
你的解释我不想知道
我害怕被遗忘了的心会再跳

生气只是一种借口
把你从我的心赶走
狠狠的决定不回头
才发现没有你我不能够
只能静静在你身边守候

confused soul

2010-01-31T13:34:00.001+08:00

You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot.

But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it.

You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't.

You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused.

You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life.

You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes wonder why you are where you are.

You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it.

我的九想~

2009-09-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

我有九想：

一想犯法无罪

二想购物免费

三想水鱼一堆

四想出街不累

五想对爱不醉

六想身价超贵

七想他错我对

八想kao仔最会

九想夜夜壮男陪睡

怎么办？

2009-09-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

惨~

我不想当

更不想挡

左右为难

忐忑不安

痛~

常想不通

也搞不懂

什么东东

不想心动

heart melts

2009-09-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

~ ba ba ba la ba...ba..ba...ba...ba ba ba ba ba da ba ba la ba~ (for ya info, tat's Mr.Bean theme song)

Happy birthday to cole, jaycee, jamie, gan xin mei........(whoa, so many ppl's birthday meh).

yest 23/9 we went pasar malam in connaught, i saw this teddy doll..n all of sudden,
sumthin hit my head n reminded me tat sum1 i care alot from da bottom of my heart to the top of my mind said wana buy me tat b4.....
cuz i wanted it so bad...(almos bought it in langkawi).

n when i got home..sat down on my lovely chair, facin my only life - da laptop, wit facebook on the screen...sudd i tot of the present she gave me on my bday tat ve not open yet.

n..........guess wut guess wut?? OH MAI GATT!!!! it's TEDDY!!!! (big anot da reaction?) it's so cute! CUTE! (tat's y i wanted it ok?) 哦卖尬！ u REMEMBER!!!

hahaha we two 心有灵犀一点通~ muax! lub ya!

to my dear best vege - goon the ee

THANKS! xoxo

I ♥ Sneaker

2009-09-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

Let's cut the story short...I love these two sneakers!!!

omg..look at this baby...my favourite colour - RED. erm..one of my favourite colours la.

awww.......when i need you...just close my eyes n i feel u......

baby come back to me...

Finally something in my life~

2009-08-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

"Ms Cole, is it a good thing or bad thing if your restaurant's profit reach the target?"

err.... *my mind fly back from Korea to classroom 23*...Good thing..*phew*

"Ms Cole, What would you do to your staff if she failed to achieve the target?"

huh? err...(fire her??tat's wut i tot in my mind)..*silence n giv my lecturer da very innocent-pls-ask-sum1-else stare*.....

......dun la fire her....*whoa he read my mind?* n den he continue his lessons.

tat's how my wonderful day started...oh oh i missed the early mornin part.

*rewind back to 6am*

~Somebody call 911 Shawty fire burning on the dance floor Whoa...~ i'm gona fire burnin my phone's alarm...aaargh~.

*rub my eyes*..hmm it's rainin....check my phone n it's 6am in the morn wit 8missed calls from my fren hu suppose to wake me up. Suppose to go joggin wit vege at 8, since it's rainin..........continue sleep la.

8.30am~

AAAHHH~ oh my god oh my god i'm gona b late for col...wanted to take train today save petrol but i guess god hates ktm too. so once again i drove to col wit my "ferari" (ferari sound kancil). jam all my way der..couldn't pick up tania....n late for class.dam!

can u spot da lorry's balls?hahaha! it's more obvious when u c it in real life..laugh my lungs out man!

<- wu liao dao

after class, went cheong k wit vege, n her highskul frens teck we, daniel, zhen tong n her gf (forgot wut's her name...).

ere we are again at Snowy. sorta bcame me n vege's favourite plc cuz of their spaghetti.Rm10.90 for a meal n drink...cheap n nice! this time we ordered sunny side up (not very sunny, overcooked egg yolk) wit ham nissin noodles kinda stuff n wo-de-mei-ren (watermelon) sagu. love tat alot dou it's tasteless, unhealthy, overcooked egg n funny lookin sausage tat makes ppl horny.BUT, hahahahaha it introduced us da leng chai. let's go der again vege!! i'l help u get his number!!! muahahaha..
black sesame tong sui...SUX! so sweet n tasteless..

nex, lalalalalala~~ awesome cheong k session (cut it short, save ya time readin).

dam lan c..

afta tat, i meet up wit my frens vivian n jane..n we went...SHOPPIN~~~~~!!!!!!! muahahaha..sds awesome rite? it's even more "awesome" when i din even get to shop a single ting bcuz my wallet is dry..u hear me? DRY~ T.T

at 8pm, zhu zai came to meet us up. n Jane, our super tera drive fetch us to wangsa maju.So tera til i saved my money on roller coaster sittin her car. gosh! i suffered car sick for 1hour all the way to wangsa maju. we had our dinner at wangsa maju. awesome place wit lotsa lotsa foodstalls. i ordered tang yuan.it says, "the more you eat, the skinner u get"..n 五谷米 which consist of barley, green beans, glutinous rice n...bla bla (dun rmbr la).dey ve 锅贴too! (duno wut's tat..sumthin lik dumplings).

angugu~...abucakkk! hehehe cute le cute le?he....or she...LOVE to take photos!

gosh so vain. hahaha! he's Alvin(my ex boss)'s baby..cute rite? awww....

guess wut we did nex? muahahahahaha~ we went up to genting!! oh yeah man~

it's freezin cold tat night. n genting..........is beautiful...beau! lights covering the whole mountain..it felt lik u'r stepping into another dream.

me n zhu zai~ hehehe..he piggy back me all the way up the freakin stairs (so MAN!). n carried me all around the mall. so fun so fun! hahahaha..we watched cyborg at 1.30am. darn funny wei tat movie...i din fall asleep at all which i tot i would cuz it seems lik a borin movie.

^in the car eatin our supper afta movie...gosh it's freezin! we duno wher to go so we decided to hide ourselves in the car(the warmest place we can ever find in genting).haha so jit tuo man! i woke up every half an hour to make sure i din snore n my mouth wasn't freakin ugily opened. hahaha! so tat's how we spent our las 4hours in genting...tryin so hard to sleep.

da nex day when we wanted to go back bcuz zhu zai gotta go for work at 10am, guess wut? we couldn't start da car engine! gosh zhu zai, u seriously dam bad luck wei tis whole month. dahla spent 6hours drivin cuz u lost ya way to sunway yest. aihz...we waited in the car for ppl to save our ass (lik actin in "survivors" season XX in malaysia).n..................jeng jeng jeng jeng~ nobody choi us. so me n zhu zai went to security to ask for help. n den i saw tis china lady wit her left eye lebam kao kao til she couldn't open her left eye approach the counter. zhu zai bcame her translator. well, she said, *pointin at the guy tat walkin towards da counter* HE PUNCH ME!!

n da guy came nex to me n say, *showing us the scratches n wounds the lady gave him*...SHE SAID SHE DOESN'T KNOW ME!! SHE'S MY WIFE!!!!*

*zha dao*...............dam childish man china ppl...

clear sky when we're heading back to kl.

hmm tat's the end of my "finally-a-happenin" day...gotta go work at 7pm later. chiaoz~

no life man....

2009-08-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

This is a no life post created by a person with no life...

dam i feel so bored!

been sitting in front of laptop for 12hours.
I went yahoo to search for gan's life. it shows " zero result returned, please check your spelling." no life no life no life!!!!

aaargh i feel so fat..

thank you for wasting 1 minute reading this..

# PastRy DaY@.@

2009-08-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

simply pipe out da love shape *ssssshhh* dun tell chef tan!

yay~ bath wit almonds...weeee~~

afta "sun tan".. hangus lo!

Final product......*saliva drools* so yummy.....

hahahaha! how cute..

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Nicole sprinkling sum love onto her babies..(wee~ it's snowing!)

oh yeah~~ our "HARD" work...fooh~ hahaha!

HAHA! *clap clap clap* tat's all our day. well my "auntie" visits tat day so mood swing whole day. dam..i'm so impatient!

i'm an angry cryer...

2009-08-09T12:23:00.000+08:00

i took this crying ting quiz from facebook..it's pretty accurate.

You are hard as stone. (oh yeah~)

You hardly ever cry. (i run away when ppl cries)

You only cry when you're angry or badly hurt. (tears drop unintentionally)

Sometimes tears seem to fall for no reason, (like tat day)

but they really fall because of how you feel inside. (i'm confused of how i should feel)

You should let your emotions come out more and dont fight back your tears. (i hate bein emo)
If you hide your emotions, they will build up and eventually come out all at once when it is least convienent for you and your heart. (n now i look pathetic)

STOP!

2009-08-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

She's staring at me,
I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking (acting cool)
Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me, (worse than pillow fight)
all that that means is neither of us are listening, (sms aso better)
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember
why we're fighting (uh~ hmmm~~ huh?? yea...dam stupid)

So both of us are mad for
nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing,
When we won't let it go for nothing,
(come back for)nothing,it should be nothing
to a friendship like what we got

oh babyI know some times it's gonna rain, (my god...malaysia is dam freakin hot!)
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (hmm slept afta bottoms up a glass of hot milk)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you (cannot la...veli sleepieee)
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (don't sleep ah! -.-")
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (let's just go to bed..da lyric is bull shitting)

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
asking questions like you already know (do you actually know?)
hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing (liverpool VS man U? or scissor paper stone?hu lose kena "tiak" on the forehead!)
this ain't the way that friendship is supposed to go, whatever happened to working it out? (i tried la....working OT sumore)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down, (ego...ego..EGO..!!)
so what the hell do we do now? (hmm....let's cook!)

So both of us are mad for
nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing...(NOTHING!)
When we won't let it go for
nothing,nothing,it should be nothing
to a friendship like what we got
oh baby

Tonight's gona b a GOOD GOOOOOD night~

2009-08-01T11:47:00.000+08:00

I got a feeling~ WOOHOO!
that tonight's gona b a good night...
that tonight's gona b a good night...
that tonight's gona b a GOOD GOOOOOOD night~ aaaaahhhhh!

SING BABY SING!! lalalala~

WE as in me (the monkey) , adeline , jj , jh , hj and our princess ~jeng jeng jeng jeng~ SER LYN went to cheong k yest. AWESOME man! tat's how our farewell party for Ser lyn started. aihz i'm so gona miss cheong k with em..........ALOT!!

DANCE BABY DANCE!!! oh yeah~

nex we went MOS for their FUTURE SO BRIGHT event....not very bright dou. We got VIP from Darren n guess wut guess wut? we get to go upper floor with FREE FLOW of cocktail!! BOO-YAH!

Beginning of event : non stop grabbing drinks from the bar and bottoms up. Stupid uncle smile to me with tat kinda ham face...YEEEEEEEEEWWWWWW~~~ I love chivas royale and absolut litchi.

During the event : one down........two down.......whoa...tat was fast. n it's only 11pm! n den we went to da dance floor n den to da stage. shake it baby...shake it shake it. ser lyn u rox man! i love dancing wit u darl~ n jh hurt his leg..he couldn't rmbr a single ting nex morning. all he has is a blue black on his leg as a proof tat he fell down on the stairs. hahaha dumb-o.

At the end of the event : hmm..my frens tot me n lyn fainted in the toilet cuz we're inside for 20mins ++. afta tat we chill at the mamak....n tat's it. our farewell party for lyn.

i'm so bringin u to poppy darl...cant wait!

it's been VERY VERY looong eva sinc the last time i had so so much fun in the club...i hate being disappointed..it makes me lost confidence n trust on ppl...n i couldn't enjoy myself. yesterday...was the BEST night eva in the club. I love you guys! I really do....let's go clubbing again! woohoo!

处女座

2009-07-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。( not really)

处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。(oh yeah) 他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害(yea yea!)，因此他们在找到一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。唉~~ ( dam true man)

处女座的友情：，他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那份量也是微不足道的。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时间和处女座者相处让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。

处女座的爱情：处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要死，甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。处女座女生并不为一些书上说的很斯文的一个人，他们心血来潮时可以跑到心仪的男生前打招呼、自报家门、要照片。什么马蜂窝她都敢捅，这种我行我素的作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，没有人能真正了解他们。自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。

处女座的人大都有很高的文化道德修养，对一些凡尘俗事能够坦然对待，纵然那个最受伤的人是他们自己。处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！不过也正是由于这点，处女座的人往往是作演员的绝好料子，张曼玉,张国荣，就是典型例子。

处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为爱情重在曾经拥有，不求一世拥有。甚至可以拥有很高的更换异性的频率，他们会认为人生苦短，应多领略些异性的风情万种，他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而非全部，让他们过早得迈入结婚礼堂也多是不太可能的。而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。
处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐.

处女座的时间观念是：来得早不如来得巧，他们认为来得早时剩下的时间完全是没必要的浪费

处女座的人多半很幽默，而且非常谦虚，不爱到处张扬，除非心血来潮时。处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，所以对一些事往往要求也很高.

处女宝贝们在某些方面很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！不过如此全能的人，在择业问题上还是个不小的困难呢！

我们的宝贝很善讲理论，但在付诸行动上常常很欠缺，在这方面他们似乎很没原则，总是游戏时间，不到千钧一发时，他们很难从懒惰里解脱出来，除非心血来潮时

stupid headache!

2009-07-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

"aaaahHH~ my head! it's killin me! it's goin to burst...BURST! anytime......SOOOOON~" tic toc tic toc...it's lik der's a time bomb in my head...it spin my head right round right round..n i'm goin down..i'm goin down down..

ehem...as u should know by now..i'm havin a majorly-painfully-killin me-headache.
skipped my favourite kitchen class (neva knew kitchen class was my favourite..reali lookin fwd tis class dou). god dam it..i wanted to cook....so da very da badly da muchie..AIHZ~

ended up spent rm13 on taxi!! to sonia's hse...slept awhile. well..it wasn't tat bad cuz i get to cook at her hse. can u bliv it? i cooked for sonia..HAHAHA! hmm..thank god she's stil alive afta eatin my foods.

i cooked kong po chicken for her....guess wut guess wut?? SHE LOVE IT!! she's so proud of me! i feel so happy!! hahahaha....awww~ *happy happy* hahaha! hmm..it's kinda outta my expectation aso.

recipe: chicken + onions + ginger + dry chili + mix black colour sauces + a lil bit of love + care = special kong po chicken.

oh-kay oh -kay i'm ova reactin.. yay yay~ ll upload da pic of my secret recipe kong po chicken soon.

afta tat went back to college to visit mmy...so happy..miss her alot le.BUT so bad~ she's very mean to me..T.T y la....i'm so innocent.........~~~~~~ fine! i'l cook nice gnocchi for u k?dun la angry..haha! alright..c u guys tomolo! I LOVE YOU~ hahaha..nights

i'm ME!

2009-07-19T00:14:00.001+08:00

I need my heart back
or i'll lose in the game
I need to be crazy..
or i'll lose myself!

BE FREE and FEEL FREE!
tat's all u need in ya life..

i gotta stop thinkin..
i'm lettin all the tiny lil trivial problems ova rule my mind.
i'm bcumin more n more B O R I N G! how can tat happen man~

I'm crazy...
n YOU can't be me..

I fucking hate my life!!!

2009-07-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

AAAARGH!!!
MY LIFE IS SO HECTIC!!!! n i seriously dun lik it. I'm missing ALL the fun! i repeat...ALL THE FUN!

dam! I need my life back...I missed ladies night at MOS las week. I missed bon odori (or howeva u spelled it) today..I missed picadilly or picaliddy (whicheva la) with my bestie..i missed Republic wit my cool bunch of frens. AARGH!!! n it's all bcuz of ..............................i aso duno y actly.

I fucking hate my life...fucking hate myself! i couldn't get anythin right.

I hate being so self centered and care no odas' feelings (i can't help it)
I hate being so carefree..
I HATE being so egocentric!
I HATE MYSELF!
I HATE YOU!!!

I wana get outta ere...i need to get loose. AAARGH!
I couldn't breathe...
I feel so stuck..in my own small lil mind..

*take a deeeeep breath* foooooh~~~ shu fuk sai...the end of my post.

i wana go clubbing!

i found my heart..lalalala~

2009-07-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

"you're too ego, learn to give in!"

hmm...OH-KAY! i will!
it's so weird...something hit me in my head when i'm having this super long conversation or DEBATESSSSS wit one of my very funny superly dumb fren...and "pooooooF!!" wah-la..
it felt like my heart has juz found her way back to my body...

i'm suppose to feel happy about it rite since i finally figure out how to treat ppl wit heart instead of bein a "rehab angel"...yay me! oh well....will c tomolo.........

MY HP DIED!!

2009-06-30T05:04:00.000+08:00

As shown in the title.........my hp is now officially dead....u heard me...D E A D afta tryin so hard to stay alive from my "ACCIDENTAL" actionsSsSs.

My dear phone, u ve accompany me thru out my loneliness in this 8months..u were always there for me..anytime, anywhere, everyday.
U taught me to stay strong (neva seems to spoile even if u were dropped 1000times)

and....and....and i can't believe u sux in swimming (mati kena air). aihz...REST IN PEACE! will always love ya (i'm so buyin new phone)

DANCE, SUBARU!!

2009-06-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

No matter what they say,

No matter what they do,

You listen to your heart...

Movie: Dance Subaru

Director: Chi-ngai Lee
Writer: Masahito Soda (manga)
Producer: Bill Kong
Language: Japanese
Country: Japan

CAST:

Meisa Kuroki Subaru

Miku Sano Mana Kurena

Toshio Kakei Amano

Yuta Hiraoka Kohei

Ara Rizu Park

Ken Maeda Sada

Kaori Momoi Isuzu Hibino

Subaru and her twin brother Kazuma share a dream in becoming ballet dancers, but their passion is discouraged by their father. After Kazuma's death from a hereditary illness, dancing became Subaru's only happiness and she yearns to lose herself in dance. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she runs into cabaret owner Isuzu, who recognizes the talent in Subaru and trains her in her nightspot.
But to become a professional ballerina, Subaru has to overcome harsher challenges than merely satisfying the cabaret drunkards. Spurred on by her rivaling dance companions, Subaru enters an international dance competition, to vie for recognition and a scholarship to any top ballet company in the world.
Subaru and her companions soon discover that there are more to compete than the championship, and tests of friendship, betrayal and self-worth come one after another. Gradually the youngsterslearn about themselves as dancers, as persons and as friends.

I watched tis like.......4hours ago(11.55pm)...n......thank god it saved my movie day s im not quite satisfied wit the movie i watched earlier (transformers-transformed my eyes n destroyed my brain) wit all the transforming n fighting n expected plot story (n my butt hurts for sitting in the cinema for 2 n half hour starrin at da screen trying so hard to figure out which is which [the good ones or the bad ones]).oh-kay..my fren is so goin to whack me for tis...ok lah...mikael is hot....i love da cars...n the robots...n....hmmmm ...im thinkin...im thinkin..........

hmm...so....wut i love bout tis movie?

1. Subaru s in Meisa is hot n sexy...whoa!

2. Subaru reminds me alot of my bestfriend - ser lyn. i tink is bcuz of her straighten hair...or mayb is da way she moves.hmm...

3. tis movie hits me..right in my head..BANG! i ve learnt alot from da movie...s if u found yaself..hmm...eh vege! i found my heart..i noe wut i wan now....u shld b proud man..oh yeah man.haha!

so..........guys! watch it yo!

W H O A~~~

2009-04-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!!! afta 21days...i'm online!!
i'm touching the keyboard...
pressing the keys..
typing out words..
it's like....W H O A~
thank god i stil rmbr my passwords..

hahaha...
juz blog to say i'm FINE..i'm VERY FINE.
it's dam fun to stare at da 4walls everynight n laugh myself to sleep.
it's very cool to watch tv1 once in a week n stare at the remote control wonderin how to operate it.
it's darn awesome to noe wut is A I R - C O N D...

x bad la..done alotsa crazieeeee tings. i tink i'm goin crazy soon....hahaha!
chiaoz~

♥▪ⱤεDΔϞG☼

2009-04-04T08:43:00.000+08:00

~ R-E-D-A-N-G ~

Redang oh redang..

i'm coming....in 24hours time.

pretty sad dou..i'm gona b far away from mah family..mah craziee frenz.....

far away from technology n live wit tarzan n monkeys.. HAHAHAHA *so exaggerating*

for:

10weeks = 70days = 1680 hours = 100800 minutes = 6048000 seconds!!.

aah...how m i goin to survive ova der man..

no internet..no sms..no calls...

juz me n da beach...n fishes................n corals.....n da skin-killer,SUN! n unbearable heat released from da surface of da earth.

well....at lis i stil ve vege...n Q-ma~ hahahaha! my only entertainers ova der..(tryin hard to b positiv..haha)

take care sonia n tania da blacks n ah rach...see u guys SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON..

I'LL BE BLACK!!! err..i min I'LL BE BACK!!! hahahaha...i'm so gona miss u guys...sniff...n mamak.....snifff.......oh-kay oh kay..enough wit da dramatic good bye....

"there's nothing left to say...

but...

GOOD BYE~"

Where were you?

2009-03-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

u weren't there when i needed u..

u'll only be there when u need me..

L-O-V-E

2009-03-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But...
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.'
It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.

Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.

Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall

and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love:

Fall but don't stumble,

be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair,

understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else

but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone.

It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you.

But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,

only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be

and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

If he isn't worth it now

he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.

Let go.....

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is

not the years spent together

but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'

Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

好无聊噢~

2009-03-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

就这样

被一道强烈的光

照醒了…

我的人生

就只有这样吗？

每天都过得好浪费噢~

我喜欢刺激，冒险…

喜欢挑战

想做大事！

却没有钱…

aihz…还是去发我的白日梦啦…免费的

yum yum~~ pithevia

2009-03-22T11:19:00.000+08:00

PITHEVIA DAY

(duno how to spell it la)

CHEF (guru ganti Chef Tan)

MAGGIE da tower & BISHY BASHY~

and their butterfly...dead butterfly..hahahaha!

papa KEVIN & mama CHEW MEI YON

err...it's a bunny..can u c it? B-U-N-N-Y! i'm not lyin..i SWEAR! it's a bunny!

kok kok kai CHESTER & lao sai kong SIE KONG (paiseh la..dun ve their pics)

hmm..looks lik suria klcc logo..i shall call it cheskong! (chester + sie kong)

hoho HO IRENE , Monkey & VEGE

flower....nice le nice le?? muahahahaha..(not i do geh)

u guys shld try to make it at home..it's darn easy. so now...which is da nicest?? jeng jeng jeng jeng....

even KTM aso wana kenakan me?

2009-03-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

Last wed as in 18 of march tis very malang year - 2009. DAM! i so guai planned to go home early tat day to surprise my mommy. MANE TAU! from 6.30pm started waitin for train n 8.30pm only reach my shop.

Missed da 1st train cz the train 2 full jor, i cldn't push myself in.fooh..it's congested wit humans! how cld dey possibly survive in there..how they BREATHE? it's lik popiah (da train) wit alot alot alot ALOT ingredients (da humans) in it..so i took da nex train which came 20mins ltr.tis time..i fought for it. n AH-LE-LU-YA~ i get to conquer some space in da train. da SOME SPACE meaning small surface area enof for my two foots to stand...togeda wit my body n head n arms of cuz.

juz as i thought my day wasn't tat bad afta all, i realized.....jeng jeng jeng jeng....my train ticket was only valid until bukit badak station wher i was heading to teluk gadong station which is 3stations afta bukit budak. @#$%&%$@#!!!! *sigh* i came outtta da train alighted at bukit badak station..bot my train ticket. waited at platform2 while doin my "homework" (daydream)...
"tut tut...tut tut...." da train ve arrived...at platform1..da lane opposite mine. (u may think tat it's NOMB-none of my business..tat's wut i THOUGHT too.but wait til u read da nex line of my story). starring at da ppl in da train, thinking about da past that arouses nostalgia....n den i realized..........I WAS AT DA WRONG PLATFORM!!!!!! shit! shit! shit! quickly..witout wastin my time cursing...i ran all the way up da "bridge" n ran in da train. i look so darn stupid..ppl in da train looked at me lik one kind or mayb two kind..i duno..

as u shld noe by now..tis is da 3rd train n i took a deep breath...n gave da sign of relief tat finally i get to go home. "attention passenger..tis train ll alight at klang station n ends it's journey der. Please take da nex train at platform2. thank you" sumthin lik tat la..i can't reali rmbr wut words came out from da speaker. anyway............WHA????? NEX TRAIN??so malang! tat's everybody's reaction in da train. ah wut da hell..i'm too tired to say anythin..i'm already very malang anyway.

i came outta da train...walked lik a dead zombie....n waited at platform2..lucky enof, da train arrived within 2minutes. *sigh* n finally......lik seriously FINALLY....thank god FINALLY!!! i reached teluk gadong station! (not as excited as i thought) n reach home at 8.30pm. 2hours man..2HOURS! napela nasib ku macam ni?

人生真的酱简单？

2009-03-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

你若想被愛，就要先去愛人；
你期望被人關心，就要先去關心別人；
你想要別人對你好，就要先對別人好。
這是一個保證有效的秘方，可以適用在任何情況。

如果你希望交到真心的朋友，你就必須先對朋友真心， 然後你會發現朋友也開始對你真心；
如果你希望快樂，那就去帶給別人快樂，不久你就會發現自己愈來愈快樂。
明白了嗎？
我們所能為自己做的最好的事情，就是去為他人多做點好事。

《己所欲，施於人。》

凡你想給予自己的經驗，就給予別人；
想別人怎麼對你，就怎麼對待別人。

感恩過去… 把握當下… 創造未來…

Running away will never make you free

2009-03-17T12:15:00.000+08:00

I keep running away from it,
and it keeps coming to me..

You avoid it
and I'll avoid you...

do the right thing at the right time for the right reason
but i do not know what is the right thing, when is the right time n for wut reason..

...road not taken...

2009-03-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today 13th March 2009 was another the-road-not-taken day..(it's like in the poem..full of choices to make..tat is if u read the poem)
I ve to choose between....black or green...or in another more understandable non-monkey language - to go for KL adventure or rock climbing.

"Do not follow where the path may lead...
Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
said Robert Frost.
yeeeeaaa~ wuteva he said..he meks me sounds a LIL bit LESS dumb den usual.hmmm.....or do I still look dumb?

"And sorry I could not travel both..." (SOoOo from the poem)
It is difficult to make a decision because it is impossible not to wonder about the opportunity lost;
what might have been missed..
There is a strong sense of regret before the choice is even made
and it lies in the knowledge that in one lifetime,
it is impossible to travel down every path.
In an attempt to make a decision,
I look down the road as far as I could.
As much as i may try to see the farthest point of the road.(so cheong hei)

well..i woke up 7am in da mornin..to wake my fren up.
n den stay awake til 9am..to wake my ANOTHER fren up.
dam..I think i shld juz change my career to "pig wake-er".
after that gotta think to go KL or rock climbing.
It's a pretty hard decision to make as both my frens would not just collude(new word i learn in econs) and go to ONE place...ONE!! place together.*sigh*

I duno where to go or to alight at which train station.
Afta a LoOoOoOoooOOoonG dEeeeEeeEEeeEEeeP thoughts. tat is..da very las sec b4 the train comes, I decided to go pyramid while waiting for sonia to see if she able to go thru her superly-ill-suspected-to-b-first-phase-of-dengue body status.
I called up my fren to catch a movie wit me n my sis while waitin for the time to tick for 7200seconds. Kinda kesian him gotta company me for only 2hours.n we ended up watching a missed-5-minutes dragon ball movie.

afta tat..due to the malfunction of my petty brain tat neva seems to work, I ve to scratch my head REALI REALI hard...pull off every single strand of my hair (abit exaggerating)..n finally, i ve decided to go KL. (i ve to decide before 2pm or i'll be dead..)

Main 5 reasons to go rock climbing:
-Ashley & kevin will b der
-company vege da dumb dumb
-get to play wit my "clown" (quite tiring dou)
-lose weight
-dont want to ffk sor vege

Main 5 reasons to go KL:
-hang out wit o-nia n tania aka THE BLACKS
-meet my new frens
-will b another adventurous day!
-my sis prefer kl den rock climbing
-abit overdress for rock climbing

SORRY VEGE!! ffk pula....dun la angry ya..later u'll get uglier.haha! angugu...abubu....aaah...buuu...CAK! claim ya grand prize nex time la.

A msg from my heart..

2009-03-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

I just feel like being alone now..

No sms..no phone calls..no msn..Just myself.

My life has been a hectic ever since the beginning of the year.

n it's gona end at this very last drop of my tears.

I'm tired..

I need to breath..

I feel so tied up..

Struggling in my own thoughts

I'm not as strong as you tink..

I want to be selfish too..

but i'm not!

It juz felt like i'm responsible for your mess.

I'm responsible for everything..

Thoughts are running in my head

I'm not good enough for anyone..

never a good influence for anybody..

wut ll happen if we never met?

p.s i'm gona b fine 30mins ltr.

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

2009-02-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

I've been smiling ever since morning.

I do not know why, I just feel free.

Everything that i see make me realize how much i ve missed.

Thank god it's over..what happened lately, finally come to an end.

I got my answer, and I'm no longer feeling blur and confused.

I just feel so F R E E ..

I start to see things clearly..

I pay attention to the things happening around me..

I call up my friends and those that I ve forgotten..

I went to places that I ve not been in a decade..
n refresh those memories that were once part of my life..

I was lost, and now I'm back.

There are alot of things that I want to do and accomplish..

and I ve wasted most of my time doing things that are not worth it.

I'm just so glad that I ve woke up..

This is me..

my life is all about questions and searching for answers..

I know you in months, fall in love in weeks, fall out of love in 24hours, and start another one in 60minutes..

maybe if Ken would just give me an answer....

I just love to feel F R E E..

很有意思…

2009-02-16T06:26:00.000+08:00

忙的時候，想要休息；

渡假的時候，想到未來。

窮的時候，渴望富有；

生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。

該決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期；

看明白了，後悔當初沒有下定決心。

不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望；

握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆。

我就是酱，往往只喜欢过程，喜欢新鲜感…得到了就失去兴趣，对你冷淡。
直到遇见你…发觉了拥有“一个人”的幸福。
我花心因为我很喜欢新鲜感，喜欢过程
我忠心因为我只会爱一个…

好伟大…好感动噢~~~~~~ T.T

我的答复（稿笑版）

2009-02-13T07:58:00.000+08:00

something i read..DAM TRUE! too bad it's in mandarin..hohoho.

Monkey's judgement:

你要“走”999步啊？坐车啦！

我…我…我付出真心，却被看成假心…
屁啦！什么保持距离能保护自己，
我…我…我就是保持距离，结果被伤得彻低，因为…因为他被人抢走了…T.T *dramatic*

那里可能把你看得太重？
你有几重噢？48kg？50kg？

我就是把你看透了，
更喜欢你……
今天你穿粉红蕾丝边的内衣和strawberry可爱花样的内裤，
你看！又被我看透了…hehehe

就算是believe，中间也藏了一个lie
就算是lie, 你酱笨也会believe 啦！

你不说话，我当然不会尴尬…
都习惯了
因为就算你说话，讲话酱小声，鬼听到咩！

谁说没有一百分的？
我 = 一百分
我 + 你 = 一百零一分！超满分！！命中注定！
换一个angle 看，原来你才一分。

不要把为你的难过而难过的放进心叻！
为你的难过而把自己的难过藏起来
再想尽办法逗你开心的才值得你心里的位。
傻的…你难过，他也跟着难过…两个人一起难过过世咩。

冷漠并不是无情
也不是避免被伤害的工具。
冷漠是一个信息
写着：“你要等到圣诞节啊？还不快点过来找我！”

hahahaha!

人与人之间的相遇

2009-02-06T08:59:00.000+08:00

人与人之间的相遇

就像是一个随机抽样

在不同的时间空间之中

彼此相遇…

有些时候，你会发现

你一开始最看不顺眼的人

尽然不知不觉变成了你的好友

因为你发现了他（她）的好

有些时候

你根本不想去认识一个人

你觉得无趣，后来你却发现他（她）

却是你所想要认识的那种人

有些时候

你非常喜欢一个人

但是缘分的交错

让你们只能相遇，却不能在一起

或往往你爱的人，不爱你

而你不爱的人，却是那样爱你

这复杂的习惯总是如此的跟着我们

解不开也算不清

有些人，你就是有一见如故的感受

有些人，你怎样就是说不上几句话

象是一部公车，大家在这一站上车

又在另一站下车

事事总是充满变数与未知…

曾经感情很好的朋友，即使感觉还在

可是因为各自都有自己的前程而疏离

然而某些记忆，就算多年以后

也难以忘记，深藏心底深处

珍惜每一次缘分的安排
因为你根本不知道，错过了这一次

你跟他（她），还会在哪个空间相遇？

也许，这是你们唯一一次的相遇…

缘分，是很奇妙的东西

它把原本陌生的两个人牵引在一起

可以互相认识，交往

到最后成为朋友

有缘千里来相会

无缘对面不相识

人与人的相遇

如果缺少了缘分的安排

又怎能从相遇中相识呢？

I......You....?

2009-02-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

Everyone says you only fall in love once but that's not true,

every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again.

♥♥♥♥

To fall in love is awfully simple,
but to fall out of love is simply awful.

是我啦…

2009-02-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

名：姓猴叫子
年龄：长命百岁
Status：Single but not available
性格：很没性格
特点：没有优点
优点：有很稀罕的特点
缺点：不够位写

爱吃：人家喂我的
爱喝：Ｏ檬 + 茶－糖－冰 = 柠檬茶少糖少冰
爱玩：感情
爱看：能看的，不能看的，照杀！
爱做：不给做的
爱人：一个
爱你：一定

不会吃：萝卜，蘑菇，jagung，黄面，udon, 板面，苦瓜
不会喝：清水
不会玩：你
不会看：猪“爬”
不会做：…好像什么都不会

something i read..

2009-01-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

"Commitment is emotional intent backed up by action. Do not ask for commitment, especially from your partner, because then you will never know if it is real and true. Commitment isn't something you plegde, it's something you do. When they are there beside you, doing all the right things at the right time and in the right way,their commitment will be obvious to you."

It comes naturally, it's something you feel like doing for the special someone and not doing it because u ve to.

What can bring back the dead;
Make us cry
Make us laugh
Make us young;
born in an instant yet last a life time?

M E M O R I E S...

怎么办？

2009-01-24T03:25:00.000+08:00

我既然看漏了那一点，

而闯了大祸！

点收祸？

就那么一点

我既然没注意到！

sumthing to write about..

2009-01-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

I feel like writing bout sumthing
but i don't know wut to write
n i ve no idea wut to write bout..
my brain feels like writing..
my heart feels like writing..
my hand feels like writing..
man~wut to write la?
hmm...i tink i'm gona write bout...
aihz..suddenly don't feel like writing d.
wait...i think i reali should write bout sumthin..
hmm..wut to write le..
alright..i ve decided wut to write..
err..on the 2nd tot..i x tink i shld write bout tat.
aaargh!!! so ma fan..i DON'T WANT TO WRITE D laaa!
c how u gona read now...neh neh neh bu bu.

开学了…

2009-01-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

铃！铃！铃！

啊！烦！
天都还没亮
我的眼睛就得亮…
好不公平，
我想睡迟一点就是懒惰
大阳公公睡迟一点就伟大到…

嗨~
一大早又要跟别人挤火车
要进也进不到
要出也出不到
妈的！
你们全部都得空没事做七早八早跑来跟我挤噢！

到了学校
看来看去又是一样的人
讲来讲去又是一样的话
做来做去又是一样的东西
顶~你们都不会去整一整容噢！
真没有一点新鲜感。

最后看到了你
再看一看别的
心想：
妈的！全世界酱多人
做么偏偏就爱上你
爱上你搞屁咩！
都不能拥有你！
去死啦你！

嗨~什么学校是很好玩的地方啦…
玩死人就有…

I love yesterday's yam cha session..

2009-01-10T08:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went yam cha wit blackie, Tania, magician aka tania's bf, magician's bro, diana's fren who is from indon but speak darn good mandarin, diana, our dai gor Andrew, 大耳龙, Samantha, chicken wing and clam... fuisyeh it's like gangster's gathering. hahaha!

We went SS2 Murni til 1 sumthin in the mornin..darn cool. As usual me n da retarded blackie laughed lik crap da whole dam night..hmm..i x tink the rest understand wut we're laughin bout.

Basically we juz laugh.....laugh n..hmmm.....LAUGH lik siao lang. n the magician is dam good in magic..trust me..u x wana c da way he does all his magicss.it's lik...MAGIC!!

Diana, dai lou n 大耳龙。。。。。

hahaha! look at our dai lou.... awwww.....so cute.....hahaha.

by the time i reach home it's already 2...darn sleepy. n guess wut? yesterday was the HAPPIEST day in my life. warr so kua cheong. i had alot alot alotsa fun...laughin my lungs out all the way man.

我就是那样…

2009-01-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

我不是你妈
不会管你做什么，
不会绑你不给你呼吸，
不会阻止你认识比我好的

我只会看着你
在你还没受伤前
把你拉走

我不是其他人
不会介意
不会吃醋
不会生气
我只是了解你的那个
只要那是你想要的
我都无所谓

我不是医生
你生病时
我不会开药给你
我只是我
只会关心你照顾你到你好为止

我不是追你的，一直讨好你缠着你，非得到你不可的那个
我只是傻傻的呆在你身边
陪你等时间过的那个

我不是神父
不会一直跟你说
“相信神，他会帮你”
我只会告诉你
“很快就会没事了，因为有我在”

跟我一起 = 没有一起
我不像其他人用那种爱来爱你
我什么都不会做，也不懂该做什么
更给不到你什么
我就只能给你一个肯定
我肯定我爱的只有你…

我就是酱子来爱一个人…

hehehe..

2009-01-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

Nice? the heart tat i made in langkawi...broke into half d.haha.

deng! make me look so dumb!

2009-01-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

我和你真的真的太像了
像到吓死我
像到我也不知道怎么办…
很想骂你骂个够
可是自己嘛不是一样。
妈的~放过我啦！
我不想陪你玩。
不要利用我的关心
而把我当成水鱼。
我跟你其他的水鱼不一样…
不是说你想要的，就一定能拿到。
你永远拿不到的…是我的心。
我一定不会给一个像你这样的玩家
也不会为你什么都做酱没性格。
忍你很久了，不要以为你很“大嗮” 啦。
丢~差点就酱输掉我的心…

Shit You!

2009-01-04T09:44:00.000+08:00

BLOODY ONS!

GAME OVER!

IT'S MY TURN TO PLAY THE GAME!!

muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~ *evil laughter*

爱很简单，却很不容易

2008-12-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

又酱过了一天
好无聊噢！
酱过真的很浪费时间…
所谓人生路短（讲到好像老阿嬷快死掉酱）

今天，
发生了很多事…
好的也有
坏的也有
不好不坏也有（够长气叻？）
反正我都无所谓啦

最后我才发现
原来我只爱…我自己
心，
根本就不会给任何人
好像已经被上锁了
要我说我爱你…我办不到。
要我全心全意对待…不可能！

顾虑太多了
真的好想
简简单单
轻轻松松
的去爱一个人
可是就死都过不到自己那关。

不能接受事实的理由是感恩…

2008-12-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

Xmas wish..

2008-12-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

All i want for christmas is...

YOU!!!

bullshit..tat's so DESPO!

hmm..I don't want anything for xmas..
cuz i already have you.
aww...so FAKE~

k fine..all i want for xmas is..

u to be HAPPY!
NEH! got so good anot wor?扮伟大啊？

yor~ 5minutes left n xmas is over..

alright..

listen up..

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS is........

a chance...

A chance to make u happy..
A chance to be there for you when u need sum1 AND when u don't need anyone.(warr i'm like so free)
A chance in your heart.........
oOoOo~ dowan la...i give u chance to be in my heart la k? hahaha! tat's beta...

The day I DAM jit tuo..

2008-12-24T10:00:00.000+08:00

23th dec 2008
5.03pm

I...
suddenly dam hungry..
Wana go makan,
mane tau phone no credit (hmm like tak berkaitan eh)

WAIT la!
bcz i only left rm10,
So i gotta choose between..
My darling - Nasi Goreng Tom Yam telur mata + Teh o Ais limau
Or... My Life - Hotlink rm5 reload.

In the end,
I sacrificed my DARLING..
Sorry ya telur mata!
I promise I'll eat u tomolo.

N so i ordered nasi lemak biasa + Teh o ais limau..
Which cost me rm3.20
Boleh la tu..still got rm1.80
for my rm1.70 train ticket.

Yeah baby~

。。。。。。。。

2008-12-23T09:53:00.000+08:00

如果有一天，
你爱上了，
也一起了
那我…该怎么办？

不会再有事没事都打电话来
不会再常常一起出街
不会再被我放飞机
不会再跟我说笑话
不会再跟我讲是非
不会再一起唱衰人

那个时候，
会是怎样？
应该…会很闷咯。

sor lou! tis is wut u saw in my draft la!

12th of dec?

2008-12-15T08:26:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, as in 12th of dec as in the 12th day of the very last month of the year in 2008...fooh.*cheong hei*

hmm..wut i did heh?

first..fetch vege from her hse to concorde.gotta tell ya, neva..NEVA ask her to guide the way to whereva if u wana live longer.

next..wait for sonia and clam in pyramid.

after that watch sonia's bimbo movie aka "wild child"...which totally suits sonia's bimbo-ish character..much!

n then fetch them all back...hmm..pretty much like a driver(ahmad) ya.

oh well..tat day..was like..oh-my-god-ser-lyn-is-leavin-tomolo day..so yea..i went her hse afta tat.

we.....talk...we chat...we talk bout guys..n STUFF..(it was fun n memorable..dou it sds pretty dull ere..dun judge the truth by da way i write..cool..now it sds so serious)

n of cuz i started to behave like a nanny..kept naggin her bout her clothes..all the she-should-bring-things....aah...my blog is gettin bored.Just tellin' ya. i'm so gona miss her very much-chie..aihz..

she's comin back on the 4th of Jan NEXT YEAR at 6.30pm.aaah....tat ll b 23days-without-her. AAAHH! hmm..i'm juz bein dramatic aite.

tat's all..nth much.

oh yea...ps..CLAM PIERCED HIS LIPS..actually is his lower lip..shld b without "s" behind the word "lip" ba sinc it's only 1 lip..instead of lips which i tink it means consist of two as in upper n lower which totally show tat it's plural.hmm....*scratch head*

怕！

2008-12-14T19:28:00.001+08:00

怕…

怕闷

怕麻烦

怕被人烦

怕被人发现

怕被缠着不放

怕不停的被问话

怕…
怕鬼
怕黑暗
怕一个人
怕被忘记掉
怕什么都没有
我真的什么都怕。
怕…
怕他
怕自己
怕因为他
会失去自我
怕自己想要的
怕被人看穿自己
怕会喜欢上了玩家
怕结果是一厢情愿的
更怕你们把这废话当真！哈哈！

For tat ONE.......

2008-12-11T10:05:00.000+08:00

阳光灿烂照着天

一篇爱你一千君

说心不会骗年子

能真的我变不说

只我而念他让谎

WAHAHAHA~ for someone i care...alot...lo.

最疼你了…

love u......??

unknown

2008-12-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

Walkin' down the street
into the crowd 'n' stop right in between.
This...is how i feel,
when u're not there right beside me.
-Loneliness fill up my emptiness-

I wanna be F R E E
'n' be who i wanna be..
NO more hidin' inside of me,
'n' pretend tat i'm ok when i'm not ll no longer need.

Look,i HEART u so much..
but u HURT me double up.
What kinda equation is that?
it's nothin' like E=MC2
it's not equal, it's not even fair.

*chorus*
I wanna be F R E E
'n' be who i wanna be..
NO more hidin' inside of me,
'n' pretend tat i'm ok when i'm not ll no longer need.

I smoke the cigarette in dozen
'n' drank the alcohol in cartons
to fill the emptiness in me
that was suppose to have you.

and now...
I wanna be sober
I don't wanna wait any longer
I can't make u mine
'n' I shall let go tonight..

my superwoman..

2008-11-25T10:29:00.000+08:00

我妈，
她很好笑…
人家买妆饰搭衣服，
她买衣服来搭妆饰。

从来不会没事做：
早上，
不是打扫，
就是煮饭。

下午，
不是买鱼做菜，
就是卖鱼赚钱。

得空时，
不是拿我来骂，
就是问我好吗。

每时每秒的：
不是追着我要我喝水，
就是我追着她跟她要钱。

看！她几忙！

我妈，
她真的很可爱，
有时三岁，有时四十岁。
超爱模仿，却不像。
动手动脚不会累。
bruce lee, wong fei hong..
连ultraman她也会…
点迟钝却很聪明。
会做菜煮饭煲汤煲中药。

她看戏很投入。
戏里骂架，她也跟着骂。
哭起来，一盒纸巾也不够。

我妈，
超有自信心！
天不怕，地不怕…
不爽你就不爽你…
从不给面子。
不是黑社会的来头却好像大家姐，
真的敢横着来走，
敢骂敢做，胆子大（当然也要看着办）。
有时真的很不明白，
人家有靠山才敢横着来走，
她就只是靠自己。
家里所有人都很小胆，
尤其是我最没胆…真的很佩服我妈的自信心。

记得有一次，
店里来了个人要打抢，
靠着一把枪像拿钱，
我妈胆大走到他面前，
就只凭她怀疑枪是假的，
给了他一百拿回三十（还能讨价还价）。

终之就是很特别啦！
这就是我妈！
我很爱她！

TAGGED!!!

2008-11-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

Tagged by myself...*perasan*

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
"I didn't know u'r just like me...."

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
"To have ALL my dreamsSs come true..

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Jennifer Lopez......she has a BIG BUTT!!! nice n soft to kick!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Play monopoly...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
if i ever...i will neva admit...til they confess to me..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
not loving ANYONE and being loved by EVERYONE..hahahaha!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
1sec..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
*go to his gf*.......look at his gf...n den him...n back to his gf....*shake head*...n tel his gf,"bad taste~"

9.If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
someone uglier den me..

10. Will you invite for ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
WHY NOT? the more ppl i invite, the more monetary gift i'll get! $$

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
OLD......

12. What's your fear?
get caught having scandal with other ppl..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
myself....indescribable..bullshit all the time..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich! DUH!

15. LOVE or MONEY?
MONEY! no money no love...

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I ve nothing to give....

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
like now?....i'll leav the picking-job to them...meanwhile..have fun with the third person! hahaha!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
after i chase them with parang knife, chop them into pieces, cook curry n sell to "sam gu luk po" at the pasar malam....OF CUZ I WILL.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
being single n ve a relationship at the same time..

20. List 5 people to tag
1.me
2.myself
3.saya
4.I
5.and...YOU!

p.s: Above answers are for laughing purpose..

one night in starbucks.....

2008-11-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

oh~ after work.....ere i go lepak kat starbucks...AGAIN!
freaking NO LIFE MAN!

ish..........n guess wut?! shan, nam, imm and sarah were der too! dou not at the same table la..haha wut a coincidence!! (actually they are waitin for me la...paiseh paiseh..ha ha ha.......ha ha ha)

jeng jeng jeng jeng...our photographer on action! I-M-R-U-Z!!!!!! *clap clap clap*
ere are some photos taken by her using her super cool ka-chaa ka chaa photographer punya camera...

"OH MY GOD!!! COLE IS COMING!!!!!!"

hahahaha.... c how happy he is to c me there...*shy*

haha! so joking.....

"Nam: I LOVE YOU shan! saya cinta pada mu!
Shan: Yeah baby~ We are so HAPPY together!"

two lovely dovely happy couple........and one leng lui tiang lampu..hahahahaha!

oh SHAN~~~ where are you??????
spot the "shan"...

"aAaAAAAaAAHHHhH~~"
Cole : scream for wut o?
Imruz: i pun tak tau...scream aje la..
Shan: aAaaaAAAAHHH~
Nam: aihz.....

Hamtaro...hamtaro.....ham..ham...hamtaro!

POSERS!!

"B" to the "I" to the "G" to the BANG! BANG!!

Bapa Shan: "ai~ honey....sabar la...tunggu la sampai malam...sabar ya sayang"
Mak Nam: "tak boleh ah~ (favourite quote)"
Nak1 (imruz): "apa-apa la..."

Nak2 (sara): "......"
Nak3 (cole): "oh Puh-lease! Get a RoOm!!!"

THE END OF OUR CRAZY DAY!

爱一个人

2008-11-15T11:01:00.000+08:00

爱一个人

如果你不爱一个人
请放手
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的.

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

kek aaah!!! worse than kek sai!

2008-11-11T08:25:00.000+08:00

ish....气死我啦！

气到我要爆啦！

气到我想杀人啊！

好人没好报！

忘恩负义！

好人早死啊！

ish...ish...ISH!
I been working like hell..well "HELL" actly cuz basically der's nth for me to do at da reception.

These 4weekS all i did was "finding work to do". I was literally bored tat i went n help at the other departments...(bell service, post mails, go buggy ride to the villas, help villa host to print out newspapers, go around fa hao to ppl...which weren't in RECEPTIONIST job description).

I learnt almost everything-tat-i-gotta-know s a lobby host. Updating gst info, encoding new keys, leading da gst, showin direction, checkin in, upsellin r already in my brain...but yesterday during briefing..my manager said I SHOULD asked my senior wut to do so tat i would not b blur n not knowin anythin at all. DAM! she blind wan ah? (HELLOOOOO~~~~ i'm using the system to do my "receptionist job" ova ere..*knock knock* can u see?? I'M.....KEYING IN......GUEST INFO........................) ish!

Ish...dahlah free labour...working lik admin pula..I ve neva...u heard me..NEVA stop findin work to do to keep myself occupied le...ish! kek ah kek ah KEK AH!!! she said she's ok wit it if i would lik to change to fnb.........we ll not waste each other's time. APA?!?! KEPALA OTAK KAU(not so angry la..juz fil lik using the word..it felt so cool..hahaha)...bila pula I nak tukar ke fnb ni..masa tu emas tau (but i'm stil freakin broke now)!

*sigh* mayb cuz i purposely skipped her briefing once...n accidently skipped her briefing the second time la.(cant blame me cuz nobody told me der's briefin in da mornin n i was busy layan-ing guest! too leng chai d da guest til i cant keep my eyes off from him.....SEE HOW BUSY I WAS!) n so she tot i din wan to be IN reception. n when i'm doing my works...she is always.....NOT there to see it. haha!

I'm doing my job quite well ya *clap clap clap*.
there's this old lady from duno which part of the earth lost her luggage at duno which part of the earth n eventually the luggage got stuck at duno which part of the earth...(u get wut i mean?)..she was WORRIED! I helped her to check wit concierge..calm her down..making lame joke.. get all the info she needs..FINALLY when the luggage came..personally called her n send the luggage to her room. she was SO THANKFUL..(wanted to buy her choc but i tengah broke ni). At the end of her trip to langkawi..she purposely came to lobby to find me...hold my hand..tears in her eyes...we looked at each other...blank for a moment...we couldn't let go our hand...it was hard...im gona miss her so much...it took us long....to say goodbye...(hahaha *dramatic much* juz bein kua cheong la). n again.......luck aint in my way...my manager wasn't there to see it...AGAIN.

...i was wronged...by her....s sumone...hu is juz wastin "each other" time at the reception. *sigh......big sigh.....SUPER BIG SIGH*

k la..gotta go back to work now....lazying around at business center (SEE! helping other department jaga guestS again). *head down.....big sigh*

失望，也是一種幸福

2008-11-06T10:44:00.000+08:00

失望，也是一種幸福。
嫉妒可以獨立存在，
但是愛，必然和嫉妒並存。
正如失望在幸福裡存在。
如果生命只有勝負，多麼枯燥。
愈想佔有，愈容易失去。
愛是儘量佔有和儘量避免失去之間的平衡。

愛會使人更孤單。
你聽到一個很好笑的笑話，很快便忘記，
但是你聽到一個悲劇，卻會記著很久。
悲哀總是比較刻骨銘心，夢也一樣。
死亡和愛情一樣，都是很霸道的。

等待，有時候，並不是為了要等到那個人出現。
失望，有時候也是一種幸福，因為有所期待，
所以才會失望，因為有愛，才會有期待，
所以縱使失望，也是一種幸福，
雖然這種幸福有點痛。

書上說，代表四月的櫻草，象徵愛和嫉妒。

嫉妒可以獨立在，但是愛，
必然和嫉妒並存，正如失望在幸福裡存在。

女人最關心的是她所愛的人會不會為她流淚。

單戀是很孤單的，像睡在一張單人床上。
單戀比相戀更不需要理由。
單戀是很偉大的，我愛他，他不愛我，我願意成全她。

愛情本來就是很殘忍的。
等待，原來是一種哀悼。

擁有一個男人家裡的鑰匙，
是不是就擁有他的心？
不望著會令你流淚的東西，
因為,那是唯一可以不流淚的方法。

偽裝，只是一種姿態。

我就是处女座。。

2008-11-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

处女座

终极完美分析都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为'状态'。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。　　

很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.

而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\处女座的人最喜欢若即若离//。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。

关于'洁癖'并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的'完美'格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关于'花心'一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦）。

关于'聪明'不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心计，你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。

关于'单纯'处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。

关于'幽默'都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。

关于'迟钝'别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。

关于'自私'处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。

关于'逃避'由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。

关于'内涵'处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人(haha)？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

bad headache...BAD!!!!

2008-10-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

aaaaahhh...
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BABOOM! KADABOOM!!!

headache~~

dying of pain.....it's unbearable!!! help meeee....heeeelllpp me....SAAAAAAVVVVVEEEEEE me~~~~
*dramatic*

n it's lik WORLD WAR 3! everyone get overly panic..juz cuz i ve headache..pretty cool heh?
o well..look at the bright side...i get two days of mc!! yay~ hahaha...spent most of my time sleepin...sleepin....sleepin.........n sleep...n sleep........n sleep.....n aso sleep.....afta tat sleep.....follow by sleep...not to mention another sleep.......n another sleep.....n sleep again......n sleep...n finally....sleep...

tat's al bout my day.. I NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!! dam...

Monkey Lyric

2008-10-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

Baby u'r al tat i wan and Words..r all i ve, to take ya heart away.
I'm so so so sorry..i didn't mean to break it because..
I'm always a H E A R T B R E A K E R
but now i'm heartbroken.

Be careful for wut u wish for,
cuz u juz might get it all and then u dun wan some.
I'm not running from, NO, i tink u got me all wrong.
I dun regret tis life i chose for me.
I noe u dun tink tat i'm trying..
But hold ya breath..
because tonight ll b da night tat i will
FALL FOR YOU...over again..

I wish tat i could take it back but it's over..
and now, Ain't nothing but a heartache, aint nothin but a mistake.
i NEVER want to hear u say,
" I Want It That Way"

Everytime u're near, I feel like i'm in HEAVEN.
But i can NEVER tell u how i feel..(fake it is all i can do)
Even if that's what u wana hear, n what i wana say..
It's just..hard to be......... ME.

thank u thank u....*clap clap clap*

Song writer : cole
singer : cole
album : Monkey's truth
Published year : today la dumb~
Music by : cole
Buyer : cole...*sad sial*
Number 1 fans : cole

TIRED to the MAX!

2008-10-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

Today was......MAMA MIA in hell crazy! workin at the villa is superly duperly MONKEYLY siao! hot lik mama man...imagine u in a 500 degree celcius OVEN sweeping the oven with bare foot! jesus! buddha! allah! gee...5mins more in the oven n u'll ve vinegar pork leg s dinner..

complimentary BVLGARI set for da villa guests...freakin cool...tonight we go steal k? meet me at 7 eleven..rmbr style ya hair n put sum make up in case we got caught n appear in newspaper.

Liquors in the room..*saliva drools*

Afta work..i went back to my "5 star hotel room" ALONE...cuz da rest workin from 3pm to 11pm. ish! boring sial..n i start doin sum cleanin (dam...i tink hsekeepin is already in my gene eva sinc i'm a sperm...or mayb ovum..hmm..wait....i tink is the combination of sperm n ovum...*smart*)

BEFORE->

home of MONKEYS...

AFTER->

kadaboom!!! *magic*........spick n span...

BEFORE->

Do we ve space to sleep?

AFTER->

Now we do....thanks to cole da leng lui...*clap clap clap*

BEFORE->

Parkson Grand having 70% disc? it's lik bunch of "sam gu luk po" just came n shop...

one word..M E S S Y..

AFTER->

ei? dos "sam gu luk po" went home d ah?parkson grand close business..

SHOCKING ACT!! ->

monkey know how to fold clothes...

monkey know how to fix door wei....heavy le da door..dun "phrui phrui"..

Math Equation->
Cleaning + sweeping floor + wiping + moping + fixing door + complaining + sneezing cuz of dusts + arranging + feeling scare cuz was alone in the room + taking pic + smsing + breathing =

THIS! sweating lik crazy monkey........geez....

THE END OF MY DAY...waiting for dem to come back from work..

HeAdAcHe...

2008-10-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

aaahhh!!! headache headache!!!!!!!! gosh it felt like HUNDREDS of soniaS slam on my head..so heavy so pain.(i tink i only need one sonia to feel tat cuz she's...u noe....fat...hahahahahahahahahahaha! ssshhh dun tel her ya)..man i c stars!...oh my god..i c brad pitt now...wait..chew it's juz william hung.

As usual had training today..dam! dah lah away from college dun ve to go for classes (dou if im in college right now...right ere...at tis very moment...a moment tat is so sufferin..so...in PAiN...a moment tat if i continue talkin bout moment, u guys prob ll juz press alt+F4 to shut da hol blog....i wld juz ponteng class)..came to westin ve to attend classes pula.Well yest i'm so proud of my self...i feel so EVIL-ly smart........muahahahahahahahahaha *cole's evil laugh(tm)*

hmm...i feel so sexy today..wahahaha! yerr..dun la vomit blood..ish! i cut my hair short jor..lik seriously SHORt..lik oh my god SHORT!!!!!! yea u heard me..SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodbye da virginity of my hair..(so kua cheong).

eh...ppl actly said my hair very sexy very nice le...dey wana cut lik mine too.(to vege n sashimi...nope! dey're not blind).wahahahaha! *admire myself* ok ok!!!!! stop throwin eggs at me!

SoNiA cut her hair too!!! ooops...i mins aunty sonia..(kesian her kena zhat kao kao by me)

oh key..i'm so hungry...gona eat my fav telur mata! tata guys!

• I give in • U break it • I give up •

I just can't let you leave..

who/what?

I know..

X Compare!

26th june 2010

confused soul

我的九想~

怎么办？

*heart melts*

I ♥ Sneaker

Finally something in my life~

no life man....

# PastRy DaY@.@

i'm an angry cryer...

STOP!

Tonight's gona b a GOOD GOOOOOD night~

处女座

stupid headache!

i'm ME!

I fucking hate my life!!!

i found my heart..lalalala~

MY HP DIED!!

DANCE, SUBARU!!

W H O A~~~

♥▪ⱤεDΔϞG☼

Where were you?

L-O-V-E

好无聊噢~

yum yum~~ pithevia

even KTM aso wana kenakan me?

人生真的酱简单？

Running away will never make you free

...road not taken...

A msg from my heart..

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

很有意思…

我的答复（稿笑版）

人与人之间的相遇

I......You....?

是我啦…

something i read..

怎么办？

sumthing to write about..

开学了…

I love yesterday's yam cha session..

我就是那样…

hehehe..

deng! make me look so dumb!

Shit You!

爱很简单，却很不容易

不能接受事实的理由是感恩…

Xmas wish..

The day I DAM jit tuo..

。。。。。。。。

12th of dec?

怕！

For tat ONE.......

unknown

my superwoman..

TAGGED!!!

one night in starbucks.....

爱一个人

kek aaah!!! worse than kek sai!

失望，也是一種幸福

我就是处女座 。。

bad headache...BAD!!!!

Monkey Lyric

TIRED to the MAX!

HeAdAcHe...

heart melts

我就是处女座。。